This is so not the time to blog. But sigh. I kinda need to express myself. Esp now when my stupid "shoeshine" phone making me type rubbish to everyone. Sorry friends. :(
Sigh. As the Chinese proverb goes, I've a belly full of angst. :( I feel so sick. Of As, of school, of people, of everything. I guess that's what cumulative filtering out of negative feelings and forced cheeriness does to you. Suddenly concerned parents, empathetic people irk you and you feel like just shutting the door to them or running away. The A monster is getting to me. :( I need to do so many things, be worried abt so many ppl/things and it just gets kinda overwhelming. The "look forward and keep moving" tactic seems to be losing effect, and im barely halfway through As.
So everyone who care enough to read this: Im sorry if if ive been taking you for granted and been unappreciative. Im sorry if my results disappoint you. Im sorry for everything.
Another thing- I've learnt to skirt the truth, tell halftruths, lie. Dont know if its a good thing or not. But honesty has proven not to be the best policy. So yeah. IM A TERRIBLE PERSON! i wana move to mars. :(
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3 comments:
hey babe.
i think you're too stressed out.
and yeah.half lies are always the best =)
see you after your As =)
haha i do half truths sometimes too.
all we sinners unite :S
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