as the days go by...

Well. I have done QUITE alot between this post and the previous. Am too lazy to list everything. so shall just highlight.

1. Day-out with Row! :)
Long-awaited shopping trip. We had our nails done! The manicurist was awesome! Price was $6, and she gave us discounts! But what blew me away was her patience. I messed up my newly done nails THRICE and she fixed it everytime! Service with (patient) honour man. LOL. Totally love my new chocolate brown nails, and row her white ones. :) Girls, go to fareast #04-37! Highly recommended. Affordable quality service. :) Visit their website!

2. Britney's Circus Birthday Bash
Simin won invites to this party and invited me! THANKS. :) So we finally went to Zouk to have a look. Velvet Underground made me rather claustrophobic though. We entertained ourselves by trying to down the gross pineapple drink, and watching the couple in front of us PDA. Hahaha. But it was a fun experience, got to people-watch, and the pole dancing was SMOKIN'. Im so gonna learn it and have a pole installed in my bedroom next time. HEH.

3. Joy's prom prep!
Hahaha the girl got her hair and accessories settled, finally! Got pretty shoes and a clutch, plus pretty hair after her $85 haircut and $100 treatment! She looks like a million bucks, so its all worth it, rich girl! ;) Jh accompanied us throughout, and i got a muffin treat cos i finally found the long-awaited screen protector at audiohouse! :) dint dig the salesgirl's eau de cigarettes though. :S

WELL now i shall shower and head out to satisfy my craving for peanutbutter cups! :D

Screw it; this is a rant

I hereby announce that i am now weighing around 45kg, and have maintained this weight for a week or so. Screw anyone who has anything to say about that. I am sick and tired of hearing "Aiyo why your waist so big?" or "Before i gave birth my weight NEVER exceeded 45kg" when im above 45kg, and "You look so skinny and unhealthy" and "Why do you have no ass? So flat." when im below that benchmark weight. STOP IT ALREADY.

Its not like i deliberately gain or lose weight, i dont diet or whatever. There is such a thing called STRESS. I know you cant pronounce it but you should at least know the bloody meaning right?! Gosh i am SO over this. Please. Stop making me hate the way i look with all these sickass comments. I dont even know what you want. So do i be above or below 45? Make up your bloody mind already. Im sorry im not as curvy as my sister. Its the GENES. We actually get different DNA you know. -rolls eyes. And stop saying that she's fat just cos she has boobs. Stop comparing us. It makes NOONE feel good. Which parent tells a perfectly healthy, goodlooking growing fifteen-year-old that she eats too much? It hurts you know. Even I can feel it.

As Bosola says, "I'll be mine own example." I shall eat, exercise, or whatever as i deem fit. Who cares what you think. I'll be the boss of me. Wei, if you are reading this, i hope you do the same.

Milestone; 23112008

Today was a big day! After 18years of eating, i finally cooked a full meal for my family+2maids+my grandparents+twin cousins! :D :D :D I did everything, from shopping for the ingredients($46) to chopping them(my fingers are stuck with the smell of garlic now. :S) to cooking! Haha as you can tell, i am totally proud of myself. LOL. I would've taken a picture of my work, but i forgot one dish and by the time i was done with it everyone'd started already. Haha.

Menu for the day
Fried Chyesim with dried shrimp
Broccoli with Scallops
Codfish with Teriyaki Sauce
Fried Garlic Prawns with (minimal) butter
Colourful Chicken Soup

Hehe. Now i just need to learn how to work that damned washing machine!

Its overrrrrrrrr

Like, seriously. No more studying! I am choosing to ignore the results factor. But the emotions felt yesterday were kinda bland. Others were screaming, cheering and taking pictures, but i was just, numb. Haha. I guess that's a pretty common phenomenon. Elevation followed by a (comic) anticlimax. :X But there really was an element of bathos. For me, at least. Well. Now that i have loads of free time(no concert! sigh) i guess i can finally do things that i want to do! But firstly i must earn the money to afford them. LOL. Anyone has a good recommendation??? I have rather good work attitude, am GENERALLY punctual, and am too wimpy to take long breaks! -beams. HAH self-advert. HAHA.

Anyway, today's the day of the dinner at hyatt!! [cue people who know about it: hahahahahahahahahahahaha. :X]

Not from you

A tentative look
(a definite picking up of the book)
A buzz, a signal
(a fumbling of the fingers)
A flicker of hope
(yeah, right, nope.)
Because then i knew-
its not from you.

10 random (and possibly lame) things

haha this list is just to kill time while waiting for my BELOVED SISTER TO FINISH HER BUS SEARCH. -turns and stares at her sister who is currently mumbling bus numbers to herself.

1) I'd like to thank Billie Holiday and Mika, for crooning out nice songs to soothe my frazzled nerves while mugging

2) I wonder if Africa will really replace China if the imperialists followed through with their idealistic promises. (yes im STILL thinking about it)

3) I am sleepy. :(

4) I should really go and collect my radio-alarm clock from my uncle's house

5) I want to watch movies and tv really badlyyy. :( TWO MORE DAYS.

6) I never knew a sincere compliment was capable of being so disgusting till today

7) I just shuddered at the memory of the above. :S

8) I KNOW this post is extremely boring-sorry peeps!

9) I am reaching the end of the said list and my sister is STILL NOT DONE._.

10) I am going (wo)manhandle her back to the room after this.

Omg

This is so sad! I started bawling right after the minute long video. :'(

eek rubbish post

This is so not the time to blog. But sigh. I kinda need to express myself. Esp now when my stupid "shoeshine" phone making me type rubbish to everyone. Sorry friends. :(

Sigh. As the Chinese proverb goes, I've a belly full of angst. :( I feel so sick. Of As, of school, of people, of everything. I guess that's what cumulative filtering out of negative feelings and forced cheeriness does to you. Suddenly concerned parents, empathetic people irk you and you feel like just shutting the door to them or running away. The A monster is getting to me. :( I need to do so many things, be worried abt so many ppl/things and it just gets kinda overwhelming. The "look forward and keep moving" tactic seems to be losing effect, and im barely halfway through As.

So everyone who care enough to read this: Im sorry if if ive been taking you for granted and been unappreciative. Im sorry if my results disappoint you. Im sorry for everything.


Another thing- I've learnt to skirt the truth, tell halftruths, lie. Dont know if its a good thing or not. But honesty has proven not to be the best policy. So yeah. IM A TERRIBLE PERSON! i wana move to mars. :(